crappy crap

There’s a lot of things goin on in my mind right now. I wanna scream and break things but I won’t.I feel a million jumbled emotions that I can’t pinpoint which is which. I have so much to do and so few resources. I want to look for people who can knock some sense into this chaotic and twisted brain of mine.

I know I am a changing person. I am a late bloomer. I scare myself at times and I amaze myself sometimes. All I know is I’m getting crazier by the day. I may never be the normal person I wanna be. I am always bored and I am always broke. A bad combination of things really. Makes you do a lot of stupid things that make u lie awake in the middle of the night and think if u regret doing those stuff. I never do. I stand by my decisions and I rarely go back on my principles.

I am brutally honest about my opinions and emotions that I wonder if it still is normal. Then again who’s to say what’s normal and not? :-p